Penatnya otak ni!!!

All this while, I've never commented anything about OCJB. Tapi ari ni aku rase nak luahkan ape yang aku rase... Td aku ader meeting dgn "Consultants" OCJB, Vidya & Mr. Allan. Aku betul2 frust sb 3 org ni (excluding Mr. Allan) tak nak faham yg learning a language is different from other academic subjects. Da la konon2 bg aku mase 2 minggu, lps tu suruh pulak handle OE every day for the whole week...tgl 1 minggu, 4.5 hari tu be precise. Dalam 4.5 hari tu la, dier suruh aku buat IEP syllabus, 2 placement tests and 2 exit tests! Giler aper? Aku da cuba mintak extend date line tp dier berkeras, tak bg. Aku pun cubalah...dgn time contraints nyer, dgn problem gaji aku lagi...mcm lah tapi demi Allah, aku da cuba sedaya yg mungkin. Dlm mtng td, they all sebut yg nk buat IEP compulsory 4 all students? Tak kan semua nak amik Basic level? Aper guna 'placement test' kalau semua combine dlm 1 class? Entahlah... Nasib baik la ader hamba Allah yg masih nk tolong aku, Alhamdulillah!
Aku redha... I believe that He will not test me on something that I can't handle. So, I need to be strong and prove to myself that I can do it. I can handle whatever lies ahead, with God's help of course! Tu je buat kali ni...
I'm mentally tired!!!!!!!!!!!